What my superwomen powers were able to do was to pull me out of it. Even though I am ready to go home, I can't. As I'm writing this I have about 51 days left before I go home, which sounds like a lot, but it really isn't. So I decided that I better enjoy every second of it, even the seconds in which it physically hurts to not be with my family and friends, cause those are the seconds that make you realise what amazing people you have in your life. And I have more than a fair share of those :)
You never know what tomorrow brings, and that is beautiful.